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Friday, July 21, 2006

haiix . should i continue in trusting you ? you really make me doubt in you . haiix . no words could descirble my feeling now . its TORMENT . i`m really sad and down . haiix . you made me lose trust in you . haiix . i told myself to continue in trusting in you . have faith in you but whenever i want to do that , my mind will be flashing about the possibilities of you BETRAYING me . i thought that both of us are real close . even closer then my one year friendship but i`m sooooo wrong ! i dunno if you'r only acting all good infront of me and deep in your heart , you hate me to the core . i really hope that its not . haiix .

CAN ANYONE JUST GET ME OUTTA THIS AGONY AND MEANINGLESS WORLD ? i thought that you`r my close friend . a friend whom i can share my feelings , problems and everything with you . but i dunno why it will turn out like this . life without is really meaningless besides him . haiix .

~~[ Don`t asked me whose the person whom i`m refering too . i`m not gonna say . ]~~

went to school as per normal . Mother Tongue lesson was lame `~ The principal suddenly stood outside our rebellious class and i`m the first person to notice her outside . -.- cause i went to sit with Dan Ying and i was talking to her about some dogs then when i turned my head i looked outside , i saw the principal staring at me with fire in her eyes . Was so damn shocked . As Dan Ying was doing her Mathematics worksheet , i quickly hit her hand and wisper to her that the principal is only outside . After 10 seconds or so , more people then began to realize the principal appearance . Then all the way through , the principal was looking at me so deep in my heart , i was thinking " shit . gonna get repremended by her again . " Then when she walked in the class , i thought she was going to call me but to my surprise , its not me . its some other pupils . Then i was thinking like what the hell . kept staring at me . -.- xuan got repremanded by her as she didn bring her book and everything and the bloody old man was complaining . idiot `~ After the principal left , the whole class went back to their normal behaviour ; rebellious ! ` When i was making my socks[both legs on the chair] , again , i turn my head and saw the principal looking at me AGAIN !` -.- arghh . why ? Just because i went to your office before . dots . baka`~

Recess time at first i was freaking pissed off . why ? because of the old man and actually i`m still not so flare up but when XIAO NAN saw me , he blaber shit about me again . so my temper just bloody rised to its maximum and i really could not take it anymore so i say to ming mei and dan ying " i`m going to look for him " . so they followed me . At first , we stood at a side to see where he was . When he was eating with syakirin , Adam , Syami and all , i walked to him and stood infront of him and say " let me warn you . if you say me one more time , you'r gonna get it from me " . Then syakirin and all were looking at me with a stunned face . so i walked back to danying and peeps and soon , xuan and mavis came . we stood at the vending machine there and fool . Then after awhile , syakirin , Adam and all came then we fool around together . When Adam saw me , first thing came out of his mouth is " syakirin want to marry you . " -.- After fooling around for quite long , the recess music was played so all of us went to assemble . When i was walking , syakirin , Adam and all were behind me then Adam was dare evil . he kept stepping on my shoe not wanting me to walk . While stepping , he was laughing away . >.< then syakirin , Ismat , Zulhaily and all were also laughing . baka`~

Art & Craft lesson is fun !` grouped with JJ , Shi Nan , Farwizah , Chee Sern , Maverick , etc . so fun fun fun !` haha . drew merlion and orchid . the orchid is soooo freaking difficult to draw . Merlion was easy .

Soon , it was 1.00p.m . Went down to the canteen . Then Mavis told me xuan cried . [because of something] . After xuan came , 3 of us went to the libray . As usual , saw syakirin and all . Then cause XIAO NAN was again blaber shit about us , so xuan went to find him then syakirin and all saw so they came to the corner of the library and watched the so call " good show " . Then they all were all damn excited . cause only xuan went to scold him then i stood with syakirin and all and looked at the "good show" then zulhilmi and all kept saying " Jolynn . go beat him . " lol . Then cause actually xuan was about to leave but then XIAO NAN say her again . so xuam chased him in the library then xuan really BEAT him . so i shouted " xuan . dont be crazy will ya . what for getting angry with a retarded like him ? " then xuan stopped . dots . Then cause both xuan and me walked behind syakirin[was sitting on the chair] then xuan walked first . When xuan was behind him , he intentionally pushed the chair back and almost squashed xuan . -.- then cause he didn know i was behind and he was blocking my way , so i use my pencil box and hit him lightly on his back . lol .

When we were outside the library , cause syakirin and zulhilmi were also outside then when zulhilmi saw me , he say " Jolynn . syakirin want to marry you . " then i gave him a -.- look and when syakirin heard it , he was smiling away while he looked and me then zulhilmi . lol . went to the hall and settle down . sat beside Adam . so fun . he's always making me go "wahhahaha" . lol . cause xuan was talking to me in chinese and some English then i say "why are you speaking like some sort of Indian ? " upon hearing this , Adam burst out into laughter . lol . Then xuan gave me a -.- look . lol . then Adam was at there " hahahaha . indian " . lol . then he kept syakirin syakirin . -.- but he's really funny !` gEez .` After all the nagging and yada yada-ing from the old man , went back to class . was talking away with Dan Ying and Jie Yi . all i could say is . . . . HILARIOUS !` then cause i was sitting on the chair with one leg on the chair , the other on the undertable there then Dan Ying say " why ? sick ? fever ? cough ? flu ? " lol . soon , it was 3.00p.m . DISMISSAL !`

before going down , xuan , mavis and me went to 6C . cause we dont want to walk with the old man as he will be stopping and stopping and nag nag nag . so i went to syakirin's seat and the first thing i say when i saw his undertable was " OMG ! so messy . " lol . then i helped him to pack alittle and cause his bag was on the floor and was not properly put , so i helped him to put his back against the table. (= After that , went to the second floor to look for Elvina and on our way there , saw zulhaily class and syakirin's class then as usual , when Adam and all sees me , they never fail to say " syakirin " . dots .

As usual , went to the provision shop there . Then soon , syakirin and all came . cause there was a empty water bottle on the grass patch there , so syakirin went to kick and when he kicked the bottle , his shoe fly out again . lol . then i was laughing hysterically then when he was wearing his shoe back , he looked at me and laughed too . lol . After that , sebastian came . he's so damn funny . cause there was a empty packet drink on the ground then cause sebastian wanted to stepped it but he was afriad that it will splash to us so he just stood there then syakirin and Farhan came so syakirin went to step on it but there was no sound . so he was like kinda embarrassed then he laughed . then the the group of us just laughed away loudly . lol . After that , Elvina stepped again then sebastian say " a . wei shen me ni cai . wo yao chui de leh " . finishing saying , Elvina kicked the packet drink into the drain then sebby say " wei shen me ni ti jing qu ? " so i say " ni you mei you zao jiang . " then sebby say " ni you mei you zao wen . " then i say " ni you mei you zao shuo " . lol . then everyone was laughing . then all of them were at there " Jolynn . good . " haha . then sebby laughed too . lol . he have got nothing to say . =p After that , went to the bus-stop with xuan , Mavis , Elvina and Dan ying . After talking for awhile , the bus came but it was packed with people so both xuan and me decided to wait for the second one so when when second bus came , both boarded the bus and Home Sweet Home . gEez !`

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